It have been some time that i post any thing here. Maybe I'm not using it anymore, maybe I am. All i know is life is fragile, no matter how strong you are, how smart you are or how rich you are, when something just trigger, and there you go. I can't really accept the fact that is all come to a end. I know we all have to cherish people around us, but when thing are still alright, we thought we cherish them/he/her. But when things happened, I truly realized I did not really cherish it. He has been a good friend, I'm lost of words... I won't forget his lame jokes, laughters and his trademark of doing things slowly. This happened just too sudden. Somehow, i believe our clique do miss you as much as i do. The cue stick he used to swing here and there and hit the ball so hard and many more.. I do believe he wants all of us to move on and lead a healthier life. So people around, please take care of yourself. I don't wish to lose any more things. Sigh.

Exam is coming in like.... 2days. Yet i haven't start studying,haha. Lecturer keep saying have to study etc, what study and him is different thing blah blah blah. If emotion and feel can be control as easy as how they say, many people in this world won't be suffering from mental problems. I seriously have no mood to study, but I'll try. Haiz.