It's already the second day of school reopen and the feeling isn't that good anymore. ): Girl girl isn't in the same class as me for this sem, and i really hope and wish she will be back with me in the same class next sem. The feeling is not good at all.! I seriously miss my girl lots lots. The whole week, we will be able to go school together is only monday and thursday and we only can meet up in school is during lectures and break time. Sigh. But what can i do?!?! The time after school is isn't enough at all. Maybe this is a test for us.. I know we both have to face obstacle and we need to get through it. But, somehow sometimes, i may not be as strong as i look, i may not be able to control as i always believe i could. Tears are accumulating, misses are all over and i don't know how long i can stand it. Each time after lesson when i saw her, i'll have the urge of walking to her and give her a warmth hug.. Sigh. ): I, as her boyfriend, I have to be strong and supporting her and... ( tears are now unable to be controlled). I miss those days when she's in the same class as me, i miss her voice in my class, i miss her shadow while walking to each tutorials and practicals, i miss her smile when we are all joking in class, i just really miss her so much that i don't know what to do.. I really do miss her alot. Today, i gave her a very true feeling kiss on her forehead, in my mind, i tell her that boy boy really miss her alot before my lips leave her forehead. How i wish the time could stop right at that moment. I miss her smile so much.. Girl, I MISS YOU.. ))))):: Maybe i couldn't be as strong as i use to be because this feeling i'm feeling right now is really making my heart hurt and it really hurts. I want to tell her that, for now, for tomorrow, for every single day in the future, I WILL HOLD YOU DAMN TIGHT AND I WON'T LET GO OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT, IS JUST BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I REALLY DO....

Sorry that my blog was so emotional, i just can't help with it..